just got back from beijing. didn't really buy anything. i just went there to inhale toxicated air filled with tobacco. urhhh. sick place it was... and the bargain places were so crowded. nothing much to buy. a LOT of shops, hell lot of 'em. but they were all selling stuff the previous shop was selling. garh. shouldn't've went. waste of time...

then i flew back. sleptfor 10 hours straight. woke up with a headache. went for piano. didn't do anything. screw life it's boring. grhhh... i can't go out. i can't go out by myself can i. so i stay at home drawing crap. band's on wednesday thankfully. i'm going out with my juniors unusually. and ck must be skipping band and not going out with me as usual...

i just realised that i'm an attention repulser. the opposite of attention magnet. yeah i kinda shoo people away. it's like i;m not popular or something. whether it's in real life (i've little close friends; the friends i have don't wanna hang with me) or in maple (people DAO me in fms) or anywhere in the world maybe. IMMA ATTENTION REPULSER, OKAY!?

i'm just facing the damn facts...

signing off.